'Once' & 'The Big Bang Theory' !!

Well "Greetings " World's !!

It's a very bright & Sunny Friday, here in England's South-West corner....... blue skies & vast distances - if you follow my meaning. I think Hollywood film guys used to call it "big sky" scenery...... not really sure. It is looking good outside tho' !!

A short while ago - B took me down, to have my dressings changed again..... you might have heard the screams, as the old dressing came off - or when the probe went in, to check the depth of the (still open) wound !! I think it's still around the 6-8 cm deep.... not really sure. It just hurts, when the probe goes in.... and back out again !! Oh well....

Anyhoo - it was really nice, to go outside, altho' only for a short while..... it's a warm day, what's not to like ?! Plus - there were only a couple of people, in the health centre & that's always a bonus, when - like me - you hate crowds !!

Oh yes - we had our annual "flu-jab" this morning. They hold a clinic, every year - which we avoid, if we can.... but, the nurse, this morning offered us the chance, to have the jab, with-out going to the clinic... soooooo we took it. I'll probably come down with a bug now, that's what usually happens !! Nevermind....

As for the rest of the family... well, we've not seen anybody for a couple of days.... mainly as they're all, either working or ignoring us. It's all good.... I can get by, with being ignored !!

I'm referring to our Son of course - who is going his own ways in life. To be honest, it's been sooooo long, since I last saw him, I must admit to be getting along fine with-out his bullshit !!

Plus of course - I'm sorting out his old room.... it's amazing how much crap we've been able to trash !! I'll have the biggest part of it, sorted out, done & dusted, in the next couple of weeks...... with shelves up on the walls, for all of my Cd's & a chest of drawers full of cassettes. It's taking a while - but, it's going to be a smart room, by the time I've done away with the old & put in the new !!

If all goes, the way I have it in my mind, there will be a new model railway, shooting around the room, in the new year..... well, I hope so at least !! There certainly will not be a bed for wayward members of the family - as I was once told, that boat has long gone !! Fuck I'm I say, my life will go on, for a while at least, with or with-out his crap.

I've tried to be "Mr Nice Guy" - only to have B get "F" word texts back.... your boat, your fucking life !! It sure as hell is not mine anymore.....

While I've been typing these words - I've been listening to Nightwish's 'Once' album..... the 2 Lp version. I like to dig out the vinyl version, every now & again - it really would be easier, to play the Cd... but.....

The tracks are:

Side A

1) Dark Chest Of Wonders
2) Wish I Had An Angel
3) Nemo

Side B

1) Planet Hell
2) Creek Mary's Blood
3) The Siren

Side C

1) Dead Gardens
2) Romanticide
3) Ghost Love Score

Side D

1) Koulema Tekee Taiteilijan
2) Higher Than Hope

The way I feel at the moment, I wish I had never dug it out.... too many memories, too much anger towards then person, the ass wipe, who gave it to me !! Still a good album tho'.....

Right - it's heading towards 'The Big Bang Theory' time, on TV.... so, I intend on sitting down & watching that !! It has to be my little bit of escapism, away from the pain & crap..... Ain't life good !!

I must go - take care everybody..... my thanks to you, for logging in & reading my words... until next time....

Bye Bye