It's about 1:30pm here as I write these words & to be honest, I'm more than a little upset/angry or any word you would like to enter....
Today we (B & I) went to Church, as we do, and 5 (or more) different people asked me how I was doing as I hadn't been for the last 2 weeks..... which, in the ways of the World, is quite nice of them. BUT, it's not so much the question, more the way the question was put....... more why were you NOT here, rather than SORRY you've not been able to make it !! It's only a little thing - but, these people know I'm not well and yet NOT 1 of them telephoned over the last couple of weeks, to ask how I was or if B needed any help or anything......
It's only a little thing - but it really gets to me..... it shouldn't, but it does BIG time !! Maybe they would like to change places with me - or B - when, as last night, I was in so much pain that even the morphine B gives me gave little relief !! In the end, B gave me another sleeping tablet - to knock me out more than anything !! Oh well - maybe I'm being too harsh - but, it really gets to me at times !!! Oh well......... I'm still breathing - still flapping these old arms of mine - so.......
On the family side of things, we've had some sad news. B's Nan passed away on Friday - B feels really bad about it as - as I wrote before - she was going to see her last week, but got held up in the Pilton traffic, so didn't make it. We're not sure when the funeral will be, but it's a sad time here at the moment. Nan was, or could be, a bit of an old cow - but she will be missed by all who knew her.
On the music side of things - for once the house is quiet.... except for the sound of Carl Sagan's voice as I have 'Cosmos' on as I type... so no music at the moment - but, on the way home from Church, earlier - we were playing a really old version of 'Dark Side Of The Moon'. It's a live recording, which was made before the official album came out - so there is quite a big difference between the 2 versions.... Good stuff !!
For now, I must away.
Bye Bye
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