I've been away for a while - something like 9 days since my last post. I've not been "away" away - just haven't been feeling too good & not really feeling like I wanted to share my thoughts...... anyways, I'm here now.
The big news of the week has to be the sad pictures coming out of Japan. I switched on the computer early in the morning, just as the news broke.... from there we (B & I) turned on the local Japan network news - NHK - and watched it for most of the day as the pictures came in. Our thoughts & prayers are with you. To see something like that 'live' & not being able to do anything about it - well........ puts everything into focus really !!
For me, as I say, I've not been feeling very good this past week or so....... I gave up flapping my arms & just got lower & lower. So, on Thursday - 2 days from now - I'm going into hospital for another surgery. It is hoped that things will get better after that - but..... time will tell !! I have to report into the hospital at 12 noon & I'm guessing I'll either have the op later that day, or maybe early Friday.. we'll see how things go !!
I feel alright about it all - it's the doctors who seem to have done all the worrying about whats going to happen !! For me, I go in - get knocked out - & wake up with another scar or 2 to add to the ever growing list !! I would much be much happier if I could go in & out on the same day, but - that going to happen this time.... means B will be here without me, so I've made sure the 'kids' are going to be good for her !!
Talking of B - she is out, at one of meetings she goes to..... J is behind me in the kitchen doing his evening meal & ME is out with a friend for a while.... so, a quiet night here in good o' England !!
In the post this past week I've had far to many cds to mention here...... tho' 'The Man Of La Mancha' has been a BIG hit on the old CD player !! The music of the moment is - again - the Allman Brothers !! It's a 1973 concert & it's been a while since I played it - but very good all the same.
We missed Church, the Sunday before last - mainly as I felt really poorly - but we went on Sunday for a few minutes. As I was going back into hospital, I wanted to take the time to go. I remember when it used to be fun - Sunday felt just the lowest of the low, compared to, say a few months ago !! I know our Church & it;s teachings are true..... but, I felt like I just wanted to get out of there on Sunday !!
It's not been the same since a person had a go at me, a month or 2 back........ Sunday - well, I almost felt guilty for being there !! It's not meant to feel like that - never mind, we only stayed for the Sacrament & then came home.... what right does a person have to talk to people in the way he did on Sunday ? Oh well - maybe it's because I'm feeling down & I wasn't in the right mood to be lectured !!
Antways - I'm away..... I'll be back in a few days or so - not sure when, depends how quich I can get away from the Dr's... bless 'em all !!
Bye Bye
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