Roy Harper & a bit of old school moaning !!

Well Greetings Worlds !!

How is your bit of the universe treating you today ? It's pretty good here, in England - South West corner of - B & I went out for a little walk around the grounds, an hour or so ago & it was really warm in places. By "walk", I mean B did the walking, while I sat in my wheelchair !!

Yep - it's another Thursday.... and I'm still stuck in the bloody
hospital !! I'm heading towards the 3 month mark (next week) and - needless to say - I really am getting fed up with the place !! Tho' as, probably, mentioned before - I hope to go home this weekend.......

...... to explain.

This coming weekend, for those of you who live outside of the UK, is a "holiday" weekend...... it's where a lot of places used to shut down, on the Monday - with staff having a 3 day break. Anyhoo - a lot of places stay open now - but, it's still classed as a holiday weekend......

That has very little to do with my going home - but, it's been suggested I have a break (at home) so, I'm going for it !! A lot will depend on how I am, tomorrow...... if I have a temperature, I might have to stay here, but - hopefully - things will go well and I'll spend tomorrow night, Saturday night and Sunday night, at home.

Last time, when I tried to stay at home, for the night, things went really wrong.... and due to lack of pain med's - I was really in a bad way, when I came back !! This time around, the stay are "pushing the boat out" to make sure I have everything I need & that everything is in place, for my break !!

Hopefully, if the weather stays good, we will be able to go into town, or just anywhere really - so I can see a different view, to where I am now.... to see something different !! But - I'll see how things go, I guess. I would like to go to Church, on Sunday.... but, I really don't think I would be made to feel very welcome !!

I actually e-mailed the Bishop, to let him "off the hook" - by telling him I wouldn't be attending services at the Taunton Chapel anymore. The last time I went - on May 26th - I was supposed to give my little talk.... but, I was really prevented from doing so.... also, I was stopped from having the Sacrament..... which really stunk !! So - as I say, I doubt if I'll get a very warm reception, if I went !!

I hope J realizes just how much his action have cost me........ that might sound very selfish..... but, I guess, that's just the ay I feel at the moment - bloody minded !! Each action sparks a re-action - I guess, I'm just the latter......... I don't give a crap anymore - he hates my guts & that's all there is to it !!

The music of the moment is 'Sympathy For The Devil' by Laibach...... it's a really great version !! I love the Stones' various versions - especially the one on 'Get Your Ya Ya's Out'...... but, this track, well I love it.... it sort of suits my mood, and feelings at the moment !!

Going home is going to be very hard for me....... not just physically, but mentally as well. It's going to be hard, adjusting to being out of hospital - I'm talking about when I'm allowed home for good - plus, living with my family again......... the same people who, only 3 months ago, were quite happy to see me rot in some hole in the ground !! It's going to be hard to forget that......... Oh well.... I'll see how things go, I guess !!

Moving along...... it's "supper time" here.... but, as it's crap (again) I'm going to skip it. Some of the food here is Ok - but, mostly it's really bad !! One guy said something very true, a while back. You either eat the crap - or you starve !! That's very true - but, I would rather go hungry, then eat what they are serving tonight !!

I've just changed the music to Roy Harper's 'Counter Culture' Cd...... a sort of 'Best Of' collection. I'm skipping to the tracks I like... or
know !! At the moment it's the studio version of 'Me & My Woman' - a very apt tune, given my mood this afternoon !!

As mentioned above... B was here this afternoon, for a couple of hours. ME is working & J is - I guess - at home someplace. He goes to Uni next month... so, good luck with that my Son !! I wish you well...... he is going away this weekend - so, we won't be seeing too much of each other........

It's hard to say you don't care about something, or someone - but... it's a feeling that can't be altered, if it's deeply ingrained !! Oh well.... moving along.... I'm really in a strange mood today !! I'm going to take a break.....

Back again....

I've just had a bit of sponge cake, with ice cream !! It wasn't too fowl......... tho' it looked better than it tasted !! Oh well - my life will go on !!

My plans for tonight ...... well, none at all really !! There is very little to do in this place... except stay in bed & maybe read a book, which is what I intend to do !! I'm still reading 'Game Of Thrones Pt 2: A Clash Of Kings'. It's really quite good - tho' I'm finding the different characters - well, some of them - a bit hard to follow, never mind - I have book 3 at home, waiting to be read...... and the DVD of season one to finish watching !!

So, all in all, I've got plenty to do !! I could also, if I felt like it, get my things ready for leaving tomorrow..... but, I can't be bothered !! It won't take too long to sort it all out..... it's only a few electrical bit's & bob's I don't want to leave here over the weekend !!

Anyways - I better switch off for now........ I've done enough moaning for one night & that's for sure !! So - as always, I thank you for logging in & taking the time to read my words...... until next time.....

Bye Bye