Hi World's !!
It's another Thursday & yours truly is still in the madhouse/hospital. More of that later..... bet you can't wait ?!
First tho' - The Family !!
I saw B yesterday, for a few hours, which was great !! It does get very lonely, in this place, just being here & knowing I have a home waiting for me & a loving Wife along with it....... In the end, it will all sort itself out !! We're just not sure when tho'.....
B has her work cut out for her...... dealing with the house & the probable move, plus visiting me, bless her. Having ME's support + baby HJ in the picture has really helped, that's for sure !! I think they are all coming in today - so that will be great to see them again.
That brings it all back to the hospital.......
I have to stay on the bed, all day - unless I have help to get me into my wheelchair. Sooooo - I sit here, all morning, until B comes in and then all hell breaks out !! Physio's show up, Dr's show up, various specialist nurses show up...... why can't they come to see me, during this quiet, morning time ?!
My time, with family members is limited, so come on guys, give me a break !! If you want me, to go down the gym - lets do that now...... not when I want to sit here, with B !! Oh well, shit happens !!
Talking of shit......
The guy across from me, well - he has his moments !! Last weekend, he came in, completely out of his head - he had gone off the hospital grounds & visited various pubs - in a nutshell, he was smashed !!
When he got here - he went gonzo, having a go at us all, that we had gone thru' his stuff !! Why any of us would want to do anything like that, well...... anyhow, he went spare !!
Last night, he did a similar thing...... this time totally denying the events of the weekend & flying off into a weird tantrum !! In the end, he screamed he wouldn't speak to me again....... which is fine by me...... I just put my headphones on & listened to some music - which pissed him off, even more. Oh well.......
This morning, he's going around, nice and friendly with every body...... which is great - he's still not speaking to me, but that's up to him !! The goy's in his 50's for crying out loud - he's acting like a child !!
Oh well - another morning in the madhouse.......
Just staying with this place....... I've been waiting 3 days now, for a Consultant, to come & see me !! I'm told that, tomorrow - I'm going to have another surgery, but as yet, nobody, from that team has taken the time to come & see me, to explain what they intend to do !! Bit of a bummer really..... oh well, time will tell, I guess.... it's just the not knowing that's getting to me.
Going back to last night - The Bishop came to see me & stayed about 30 minutes or so... it was good of him to take time out of his busy time, to come to the hospital.
Right, the music of the moment - well, that's by Mountain & is from their 'Live At The Fillmore East' set..... it from a New Year concert, I just don't know which year !! I've listed the tracks before, so check out an earlier post, to see those.
I've just spoken to 2 different types of nurse. One who wants to deal with my paralyse here, on this ward & one, who - if I have tomorrows surgery - wants me off of this ward & onto a different one !! Me - I'm just left hanging...... as I feel at the moment, well bugger the lot of them & damn the who deal, comes to mind !! Never mind, these things are sent to try us & that's a fact !!
Right, I better think about closing this off........ I've got a few things to do & I ought to get on with them. It sounds like I'm really busy !! Not really, I just have a bit of this that & the other to do - like sorting out my stuff....... honestly, the mess I make here is unreal, it really is !!
Must get on with it.... so... I thank you for reading my words & for taking the time to log in. I'm not sure, when I'll get chance to post anything, after today - but..... until next time.......
Bye Bye
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