Too much pain.... !!

Hi again World's !!

It's a bright & cheerful Monday, here in England's South-West.... did you know, that England was called "Middle Earth" back between 1000 & 1500 AD ?! A useless bit of trivia for you all..... maybe that's why the Hobbit's in 'Lord Of The Rings' spoke, in the most part, with South-West accents !! Who know - or to that point, who really
cares ?!

It's a Monday & your's truly is sat here, with My Wife & Dearest Friend, to my left doing a bit of cleaning..... not 100% sure why today, but I'm not going to get in the ways !! B is on a mission & I'm here typing...... sounds like the safest thing to do !!

I'm sat here, in a shed load of pain.... again !! To explain....

My Consultant, in hospital, knows I'm poorly.... and has told me, if I feel "unwell" to 'phone up & arrange to go into hospital. Now, that's not going to happen.... I hate staying in hospital & I'm not going to voluntarily slide my butt, into any bed, in any hospital !!

Sooooo - today, I go down to the Dr's & I'm told my blood infection levels have gone up to 228, on Friday (last week) & my local Dr still seems un-willing to send me into the bloody hospital, with his blessing. Infact - all I got today was, "lets see what today's blood count is" !!

My Consultant wants me in the hospital, if my levels are above 50..... I've not been that low, for well over a week !! If the Dr's say "go into hospital" - I can live with that.... but, as I'm feeling like crap & I'm taking my pain & depression, out on those around me..... well, I wish the medics would make a decision !! Bugger them all, that's what I say !! I just wish people would consider how poorly I feel !!

Oh well.... life goes on & is pretty good really !!

Once we finished with the Dr's - we headed towards town & did our usual bank visit & then onto the supermarket. Here's a little story for you.

We have 4 big supermarkets, only 3 if you clip the Co-Op out of the equation. Anyhoo - we tend to stick to the same one, each week...... we know their prices & where stuff actually is. On principle, I will not use ASDA, after one of there staff called me a "f++king idiot" !! the very last time I went there.

Sooooo - if I'm poorly, too poorly to push myself around, in my wheelchair, B uses a disabled trolley, which attaches to my chair & we go around like that.

Anyhoo - over the last few weeks, we've struggled to find any trolley's...... only to find, when we asked about it, that the shop only has 6 anyways & 4... yes 4 of them were taken away to be serviced !! How dumb is that.... 6 in total & they remove over half of them to be looked at, in one go !! Crazy... totally crazy.... oh well....

Right - that was this morning... we got home just in time, to watch the re-run of the American F1 Grand Prix....... I'm not a huge Hamilton fan - more JB for me !! - but, even with him winning the race and winning his 3rd World title, it was still one of the best races this year !! Great race... shame it finished the way it did.... we could of used a bit more suspense, by going into the next race, in Mexico.... oh well...

I've been looking at the Cd's.... Bryan Adams & Adele have new album's out. I'll get both, for B.... hopefully the Bryan Adams one will be better than the last one - it wasn't one of his best !!

As for the music of the moment, I'm listening - once again - to 'Ex_Machina'..... the movie s/t. It still has a hook in me & drags me back, almost everyday !! I did a track listing, a day or two back - sooooo check that out, to see all of the details.

But, for now, I must be on my ways........ I've got very little to do, but sit on the couch & watch TV. Once my pain eases away, I might do the odd thing.... but, I don't see that happening too soon. Oh well....

I thank you all, for logging in & reading my words... until next time...

Bye Bye