Well, it's Wednesday & I'm feeling pretty good with my self - the feeling of being 'low' is still with me, but I'm better than I was few days ago..... so, that's a bonus !! I'm not sure if it's just me feeling happier, the new med's making me feel better or - well, just being in a higher/happier/better place then I was a few days ago !! Time will tell.....
B is still pretty p**ss*d off with the neighbour - I've been feeling relatively good these passed few months & now, B feels, the neighbour has given me a 'setback'...... it's true. But, I've been here before, depressed/fed up/poorly - call it what you want - and I've come thru' it all before.... so, I guess, I'll do it all over again !!
Anyhooo - it's a Wednesday & I'm here typing these words & listening/watching a Dream Theater DVD. It's their 'Live At The Budokan' show, from a few years back.... I think it came out about 2004... but, it's still a good listen !! The new album will be out in September, so I look forward to that one.... I know they have lost their drummer - but, the sound should stay pretty much along the same lines as before (I hope). Got to give them a chance anyhow !!
I've mentioned the album by Nazareth ('the newz') - well, I e-mailed the address on the album cover & today I had a mail back from Pete Agnew..... how cool is that ? I never thought my message would even get read, let alone getting a message back !! The album has grown on me - so.... maybe if we go into a shop & I see it at some point, I'll buy it. It's one of those things really - like a lot of the music in this home of ours - it's good to have, just to play again at some point down the road !! As I've said before, music is in my life - so...
.... got to keep listening !!
I've not had much new music stuff this past few days - tho', this morning a DVD came. It's called 'The Journey Of August King' - stars Jason Patric & Thandie Newton & cost me the princely amount of £1.90 !! Honestly - and that was with free postage & packing....... it's a good film & - at that price - well worth the cash !! It's set in The USA in 1815 & is about this guy (August King) and how he helps a run away slave (Thandie Newton).... his "journey" from being richer than he has ever been before, to being "dirt poor" 3 days later. Not the Worlds greatest film, but I like it anyhow.......
B lets me have these little 'treats' from time to time - she knows how little 'things' make me happy - and at less than £2 ... well, it's a bargain !! Mind you - I think most things are a bargain - especially if it makes me happy, so what the heck !! Soon - I hope - the Allman Brothers box set will be here & I know that will make me smile.... if, after B has had to put up with it for a few weeks, she is smiling - well, we'll see........
Talking of B - she has gone (with ME) to the gym..... so they will be home in an hour or two worn out & aching !! They seem to enjoy it tho' - so......... As for the other member of the household (J) - well, he's upstairs cleaning his room.... B & I have agreed to his girlfriend coming down this weekend, to visit & meet us all. I already feel sorry for the girl !! Coming down here from Cardiff ..... well, I'll try & be good while she is here !! Hopefully we won't need the police around to sort out the neighbour this week end !!
The policeman called this morning, to make sure everything is Ok - so, maybe, I judged him wrong first time around. I didn't think he really cared too much about the problem - but, to call back.... well..... we'll see how things go.
I also had a phone call from my Doctor this morning - the latest tests have shown some kind of new infection - so have another set of tablets for that !! I tell you World, I take so many pills & potions now, I must rattle as I go along !! I forget how many I take at night, but this morning I had 8, so that will be 9 with the new one...... I really hope that get me into the hospital soon - then maybe, I can get off of some of them !! Tho' - I must admit - the thought of having a 'surgery' on my mouth is something I'm not looking forward to...... I'll get over it - but.......... Stitches in my mouth !! That's got to be sore !!
I have to go into hospital next Monday for a check up. I see this one Consultant at least once a year - and anytime I'm feeling really poorly - so........ She will be on about my weight loss - I think I'm down at least 15Kg since last time I saw her - so that will be a talking point, no doubt !! She really is great though - has got me thru' some pretty bad times bless her..... I might see my GP Doctor tomorrow, unless I'm feeling a bit better - At the moment, I'm on an open door policy with him.... If I feel I need to see him, I can just go down & go in and see him..... see if he came help me any......
So, that's it for tonight...... mostly music The reason for that is pretty simple - when, I feel poorly, music gets me back to to a form of happiness I need to be in. It keeps me feeling good.
Give me The Lord, give me my family - but above all else above everything - give me my music !! I want to happy....... when I finally go !!
Bye Bye
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