Well...... it's official - I'm suffering from "depression". Well, I know I was feeling low - but, I hadn't thought it "depression"...... life is strange !! A lot has been going on over the last few weeks, health wise & I know it has dragged me 'down'.... but..... I will try & get myself sorted out as soon as possible & flap my old arms again !!
For those of you, who do not understand that last remark..... well. "If you're falling a long way, you may as well try & fly". I've been falling a very long way over the last few years - so, by flapping my arms...... well, it's my way of saying that I'm trying to fly - trying to keep my spirits up, so to speak !!
Anyhooo, it's another Monday. B & ME have gone into town, to do some shopping & pay some bills + I think they might pop into the gym, while they're there. I honestly did not want to go out this morning, just wanted to stay in the house. I have to go into hospital later, to see one of my consultants..... she won't have too many answers for me, but it'll be good to have a chat with her & to see if she has any advice for me.
As for the other member of the family, J he is upstairs. His girlfriend was here - meant to be going back to Wales this today........ but, for some reason, she went home yesterday. I don't know exactly why - but..... she seemed a really nice girl & the two of them seemed very happy together. Time will tell !!
I e-mail the Bishop this morning, to say a sorry for not being at Church (again !) yesterday. B let me sleep & I didn't wake up until nearly 11am..... which was kind of bad on my part !! I mailed the Bishop, as I had already had a phone call this morning - early this morning - as to why I wasn't there yesterday !! Honestly, some people seem to think that everything revolves around The Church & if you're not there you're either a "bad" person or just lazy or something even worse !!
I answered the phone, but B was not a happy bunny, as I say - it's kind of "off" when people just phone to "check up" on you........ there is more to life than The Church. They seem to forget how I am & I can not always do what they want !!
On a happier note - I had a surprise in the post this morning. The 3 Cd set of Iced Earth's 'Alive In Athens' - yippeeeeee !!!!! I've not played it yet, but will do so in the next few hours... it's over 3 hours long, so it'll take a good bit of listening. My plan is to head back to bed & try to catch up on some more sleep..... these new tablets the doctor gave me last week.... well, they seem to making me feel very tired !! I only have to stay on them for a few more days & then I'll be back to 'normal' - so to speak !!
Yesterday afternoon, I was able to catch up on the Cd sorting !! I'm sort of thru' to the "M's" now....... Muse, Motorhead, Tift Merritt etc etc. Given a little more time & they will all be in the right order & maybe in the right place for a while !! That is until we start playing discs & not putting them back, where we got them from !! Let me put it this way, it'll be easier to upset the order & quicker as well - but, at least (for a while) they will be sorted !!
See, this is what I don't understand about myself. earlier this morning, I was very very down in the dumps. I was upset because of the phone call, the fact that I didn't want to go into town & various other things..... now, after writing these few words & thinking about other things and music - well, I feel much happier now !! oh well - life goes on & on..... I guess !!
Bye Bye
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