A bit of a bad day... really + music !!

Greetings World's !!

It's another Monday... here in old England !! It's been a bit hectic this morning..... and, for my sins, I've had to make some choices in my life, some are hard ones.... more later !!

As I type, B is to my left, doing some ironing.... interestingly, the laundry pile has gone down, big time, since ME moved out..... it's really amazing !! Talking of my family.

Yesterday was our Father's day.... and the M & M's came over for a kind of celebration meal - I actually didn't want anything to eat - so, I just sat around, while everyone filled their stomach's !! Oh well.... I even had a card from J !!

That leads on to the "more later" section !!

For some reason, J sent a couple or more texts to B.... most of which had her really upset & in tears !! I don't know why he did this - other than his complete hatred of me !! I know he hates my guts - but, why he had to "have a go" at B, well - only he can answer that one....

..... that's why, a few minutes ago, I gave him an ultimatum !!

He can either apologize to B, fully....  or - he can go & live his own
life !! I am fed up of his mood & tantrums - for crying out loud, he is 25 years old & he is really being a jerk !! Yes J - I'm writing about you.... !! You hate my guts - I've got that.... by why the texts to your Mum  ?! I've had enough... I really have !!

It's your life J.... it's my choices tho' !!

This morning, too early for my cup of non-existent tea, I had to go to the hospital, for an x-ray. I've put it off, over & over... but.... today, I bit the bullet & went along.

In a nut shell, I'm coughing more & more - so, my lungs needed to be looked at. I'm certain it's nothing more than a small problem, but - the Dr. wanted me checked out... so, along I went !! I will get the results, sometime over the coming days, I guess !!

Later this afternoon, I have another torture session, at the local surgery - it's dressings time again !! Oh, such fun !! I really hate having to go thru' all of this - I can't have much skin left on my back.... heck, they've been changing the blooming dressings, for over a year now.... I can not tell you how much it hurts, each &
everytime !!

As soon as the skin graft guy gets his finger out... I might have an end to it all, I really am passed caring really.... I've had enough shit for this week - and it's only Monday !!

After coming home, this morning, I went back to bed & had another hours sleep..... I needed that !! I'm still a little knackered - oh well.... life, unfortunately goes on !!

As for the music of the moment..

Well - I've still got the 4 Cd soundtrack, to the 'Woodstock' movie in the multi player... I'm just playing bit of it, over & over. At the moment, I'm listening to 'Suite: Judy Blue Eyes' by Crosby, Stills & Nash.

If you ever get the chance - buy the DVD of 'Woodstock' and just listen to the music, with-out watching the movie !! It's really brilliant.... so much gets lost, by looking at the people, the music is fantastic !!

Right, my plans for today.... well, I'm going to sit back & read a book - before my afternoon torture session.... it's not much of a plan, but.... it's all I've got !!

I thank you for logging in & reading my words... until next time..

Bye Bye